You Could be Happy

by Snow Patrol


You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

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Feeling a little emo tonight I blame it to PMS but I always found this song nice, and touching as well.

So yeah.....

Haven't really written in a while now.... but I guess I should update this blog....

I didn't feel like writing while I was on break all the writing in school, I was just turned off....

But yeah so updates....

I am in love again!! yay.

Never again!!!

I'm writing this down hoping that I will never get to a point where I drink too much.

Dammit.

Scientific facts about love part 2!

I just wrote an entry on this before.... interesting scientific facts about love!

http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2010/10/101022184957.htm


http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2009/03/090317153039.htm

Questions

I often get a lot of the same questions so I guess I should write down my sarcastic answers.

Why is your name so long?  Ask my mom, because she wanted me suffer my whole school life when writing my name.

Why are you so skinny? Hmmm.... because you're fat and it makes me look skinny

Why are you so skinny even though you eat 3 times more than I do? Oh that's simple.... I have a million angry aliens living in my belly that would eat me alive if I don't eat.

Why do you sleep late? Because I am a vampire and when the sun rises that's when I sleep.

Why do you like ninjas? Because I am one.

I just feel like being sarcastic today.

On betrayal...

A few months ago, a person whom I considered as one of my good friends betrayed my trust. Everything that friend and I shared just seemed fake now.

I have a very sweet personality and I am genuinely kind, but betrayal is an issue that I do not easily forgive. It wasn't something minimal like telling my secrets but something that would definitely shake and hurt me to the point that I am no longer friends with that person. There are only a few things that would make me block people away from me. I have blocked out  two people and purged them out of my life. This is my 3rd.

As sad as it sounds, even if I had fond memories, I will obliterate those memories. Something fake is not worth remembering. Connections will be severed. I made other friends through this person and I was close to this former friend's family, I will no longer be associated with a betrayer. If they think I am extreme in my decision, sorry, but I'm looking out for myself. Besides why would I want to attach myself to negativity and drama?

I am very happy with my life right now, without that "friend". So if you're reading this, I can see that you've been googling my blog name, who else would do that but you. I don't trust you and I feel that I don't know you. Please stay away from me because if I see you I might slap your face.... Yes, I am that angry with you. I said what I needed to say and please stop snooping around my blog since I blocked you from facebook.

Slight revision to blog content....

Ok when I first started this blog, my goal was to write about every restaurant and food item that's unique. But it doesn't seem that way now. Life happened and I started writing about different things like school, rants, life and poetry. I'll try to stick to the food theme now but I'll still have little rants and ramblings.

I will soon write about things that I actually make or what my mom and I make.... the holidays are coming and there will be many parties to attend and food to create and devour.

I think I have 2 or 3 readers... har har har... but if anyone has a suggestion on what to cook drop a comment and I'll try making it when school life decides to give me some time.