Grad School vs. Me

nuff said

My Life and Rollercoasters

I'm off the old one... Now, I'm on a new one... Bring it biatch!!!

I refuse to see the glass half-empty!!!

On Parking...

Dear Person-who-parked-next-to-me-and-doesn't-know-how-to-get-out-of-your-parking-spot-without-leaving-skid-marks-on-my-car's-rear-side,

I hope someone serves you your balls, because you don't deserve it. A little note would have been nice.

Sincerely,
Me

When I am sick.....

I feel weak and cranky. I cough and I feel miserable. I can't think straight and I can't do homework. Then I find myself looking at my old photos....

Then it reminds me of people who I love and cherish the most. Pictures of people I presently care for. People who significantly touched my life and has a special place in my heart. People who has been there for me through my thick or thin situations. People who I met through work and I can proudly say are my friends too. New friends that I would like to keep and get to know more. Family who I care for and miss. My friends since elementary. Activity buddies.

I'm blessed to have an abundance of friends and family. I don't feel so alone or unhappy anymore and I feel pretty much recharged. Thank you everyone for being part of my life.

A Poem About my Grad Program

Intake sheet, intake sheet--
How will I make thee?
Lesson plans and research papers,
I'll have to write all three.
Books and articles are piling on top
Testing and presentations oh please just stop.
To complete this crazy program,
Shed blood, sweat, tears and pray
But Screw it all people
When is my time to play?

*bow*

On mending a broken heart

I'm not claiming to be a relationship guro. But these are things that I did/do to make me feel happy. I feel so much better than a few months ago. I still have my moments but nothing extreme. I'm loving where my life is at right now.

Out of sight.
Out of Mind.
Out of thought.
Leave all behind.

Don't ruminate.
Don't hope against hope
Yet don't close your heart
and don't learn to hate

Learn to sit with your feelings
Even though it's uncomfortable
Cry when you need to
But don't let it overwhelm you
It's all part of healing

Put up a facade if you must
Smile your biggest smile
and learn to laugh
because someday you'll realize
your smile and laughter
are real

Sometimes what we want.... we really don't.

If you really think about it, sometimes what we want, we really don't and sometimes who we love, we really don't either......

I was happy but things didn't turn out quite right. I just need to learn to let go, the right person is out there. I know that.

To complicate things, I just happen to be in another predicament with another person as I juggle with the previous one. I should be a master juggler.

I just can't wait for this roller coaster ride to end.